I know this assault on my mind, body and spirit is just to get my focus off of God; and in fact to convince me that I am inadequate and God doesn't care for me. That is what we all suffer from since sin came into the world...thinking God doesn't love us.
It is time to spend some time with the One I love the most, and the One who cares for me. He will never leave me or forsake me--withdraw His love from me. AND, I am blessed, highly favored of the Lord and empowered to prosper. AND greater is He in me than the one who is in the world.
In reality, everything is fine, fine, fine as Josh Turner says in his song "Everything is Fine." "I make a point to thank the Lord when I've got Him on the line. I'm feeling good and everything is fine."
Breathe, Cindy. You can handle this. God is on your side. He cares for you!RELAX. Give Him your burdens. He is strong enough to handle them. Surreal, how peace can come flooding in when you ask Good night all. I will be wrapped in Jesus' arms as I sleep.